Who you are

When you are desperate and feeling alone

You can’t be creative when you’re desperate

You can’t be free when you’re desperate

All you think about is surviving

Your own pain

And you obsess about the future

Pain becomes second nature

Migraines are normal, painful but normal and seeing is hard but you keep going

How do you change?

How do you regain innocence?

How do you get back to yourself?

Find the person you always wanted to be before your own choices played a bad game of karma with you

Until the consequences became too much and it was too hard to become anyone else or be in any other state but survival mode?

How do I become me again?